Trarilin

in my youth i had wild, unfocused, untamable emotions that would wear me out effortlessly, it seemed as if anything and nothing could set me off to wild istertics and for what reasoning? i cannot comprehend their meaning or waste on such passion. and now as i am older and perhaps wiser some may argue and i wouldn't put up a protest and over stipulate on the ideals of that overall meaning and symbolism behind what it means to be older and wiser, asides this, now after these days and years have passed where emotion is most tested and noted, when times are at their highest where emotion is key when it is most likely in use, a death, a new happin

Fate, we're all pulled along through the threads of fate. Where everything happens for a reason cause it's all planned. All our lives are made to be a certain way, to do certain things, to have purpose. What purpose? what if true purpose is just to be a part of others lives to change how they think and to shape each other rather than to define ourselves. that's why we have children right? Not for the sake of surviving another generation like in anchiet times, no now it's to fill a void to have that meaning of family, something normal something needed. because we all relay on each others exists just to make it through another day. Even think

I like to pretend that i am in love with the ideals of love. Not just the plain idea of being in love with someone, but in the sense of that bound, that connection that lie between two people who are in love with each other. I like to believe that that connection is all that matters and that it's all that i should desire and all that is needed. Isn't that what all women believe and see as true love and the beauty of love? Not the sex and drive, that's what we think is all that is on the men's side of thought when it comes to romance. Girls, they dream of that connection of romance, while boys boast in attempts at sounding manly by how much se